No "To Be Continued"

So I did it. I told the Firefighter we shouldn't date anymore. Over the phone, because I may be evil at times, I still have a heart, I still have some bravery. Its what I would want if the situation was reversed.

He was a nice guy about it. Telling me that he felt like something was different last night and that he is glad that I was honest about it. I never used the words "I'm not attracted to you", but I did say that I didn't feel any physical chemistry with him and that I need that to go any further. I'm sure he figured it out.

Being the nice guy that he is, he told me that I should keep putting myself out there because I have a lot to offer, and that I am a good girl. Nice guy to the end I guess. I told him some nice things and we ended with me saying that maybe I'll see him on base sometime.

Then I hung up, crying a bit. I feel like a horrible person. I don't like hurting peoples feelings and I did know that he was into me. But, better to end it sooner than later.