Miles is doing traveling nursing this week, he comes back this afternoon. I've been relishing my alone time in our house, but it's under a cloud of depression. I was talking it out with my best friend yesterday and she was like you can't really move on until you are in your own space. Not infiltrated by him.
Thinking about it for a while, she is right. I feel like I'm ready to move on, and I think that I will feel a way about it for awhile once we have physically separated.
That's when I can really mourn any sadness I have about our relationship. I don't think I really have any left about our romantic relationship or feelings I had for him. I think I just became accustomed to the companionship and comfort at this point. I will have to get used to be alone again, my old friend. Nothing wrong with it.
Anyway, hurricane is coming, better get ready.
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Be safe, girl! and -i think that's a good idea!
I completely agree with your friend, and have wondered how you're muddling through in this living situation. It's hard to move on in general, and having that person in your same space, even if you have your own space...ouch.
Hope you're doing OK with the storm!
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