It's July! What!!

Maybe it's just the second part of the year that seems to move fast.  I think March was the month that moved the slowest for me, probably because I was doing the Whole 30.  Maybe I should do that for the rest of the year and see how I feel about time flying by!

I've been procrastinating a lot of things, important time consuming things, but over my "weekend" (Wed-Thur-Fri) I finished painting my room and I feel so much better.  I got to this point where I had this massive list of things to do, and couldn't face it, so I would do nothing on the list.  Am I the only person who does this?

I get a lot of things done when Miles isn't in the house.  It's my favorite time, to be honest.  I don't know what it is when he is here that keeps me from being productive.  It's not like he cares what I am doing or anything like that.  It just makes me wonder how much better I will feel if he isn't here.  I cannot wait for him to move.  Although I've kind of seemed to move past the anger of our breakup, I still get really annoyed with him.  It's kind of like roommate rage I guess though.

Although I'm still suspicious about things.  Last week he had a post it on a book he was reading, with a girls name and number on it.  I was curious and thought maybe he is talking to someone.  I didn't ask about it, and told myself, so what?  What's it to you, none of your business.  Just a couple days ago he mentioned what it was for when we were talking about something else, it was a nurse at his doctors office where he was waiting for a prescription to come through.  See, none of my business, move along.

I applied for a new job with another health care company.  I don't mind the company I work for, I just really don't like my manager or anyone on my team.  I guess I could also try applying for another position with my company, that would probably be easier.

I recently subscribed to a couple true crime podcasts to listen to while doing housework or to listen to when work is slow.  I listened to all of Homecoming last week, I liked it!  Too short, but the next season is starting this month.  I also subscribed to The Last Podcast on The Left, Criminal, and My Favorite Murder.  This isn't a theme for my life or anything.  I just like True Crime stories I guess.  I subscribe to "normal" things too.  I'm not the next making a murderer...

I started talking to someone new.  I'm interested, but not really.  I was telling my best friend about this and said "I just don't care, like there is no haste to reply to messages, or feeling when I see a message from him on my phone, besides being entertained or humored I guess." Like, it's kind of fun to talk to someone new, but oh so boring.  The little amount of small talk that you have to go through to actually get to know someone is so tedious.  I almost feel like if I was actually interested then I wouldn't think learning about him was tedious...  I shouldn't waste my time with men right now anyway, got too much going on.  

Next house projects: Hang art in bedroom,  find/buy a new dresser, rearrange office and clean out office closet, have air ducts checked out (specifically to my bedroom, which is furthest from the a/c unit), get more insulation in our attic once the ducts have been completed.

Our neighbors just had their house painted and now I really want to get our house painted.  I've been wanting to do that for a few months now.  Our house is mostly brick, then about, maybe 15-20% vinyl siding at the top.  That is beige.  Boring beige, just like the inside of the house.  I want to paint it grey.  So, the painting wouldn't actually take very long, since it's such a small amount.  Then, refinish the front door in yellow and get this bee door knocker.  Which I put on my wish list once we put an offer on the house.  So cute!

Last, but not least: New Game of Thrones in a week!!