Well, actually, the entire state of Texas is in danger, thanks humble leaders! Lol. Of all the things the republican party leaders are and are not, humble is not in that description.
Anyway, we are in the top 4 of leading cases now I believe..? IDK. Fucking morons wanting to open the state, and the other morons that are upset that wearing a mask is a "violation of their constitutional rights"... sure Chad. I'm just so tired of people.
I started grocery curbside pickup last weekend, and think that's just how it's gonna be for a while. It's nice, but I don't really like it. Thanks for the already turning bad veggies! I get that they don't give a shit, I really do. They are not paid enough to give a shit.
Speaking of pay, my friend that I work with has been pushing me all week to apply for a job in compliance. Interesting that 2 posts back I talked about seeing layoffs in the future, and I was right, but not because of the reasons I stated (only). We lost a huge contract that is almost 50% of our medicare members for that state, so my department is fucked. I don't think I have anything to worry about it, I'm a consistently high performer, but it is good to look around and try to get out before the ship sinks. Additionally, this position is 2 grades above mine and the salary range is a lot more.
God it would be so fucking nice to make the same amount I made when I lived in San Diego. Although, I am actually asking for a range that starts at my old SD salary when they asked in my application. I'm sure I will have a "thanks but no thanks" email in my inbox tomorrow, luckily I have the day off. My company has a pretty decent severance package, and after that, I could file for unemployment, that would be nice. I could definitely use some time off...
Eh, the point I was going to get at, is that I appreciate my friends persistence to get me to apply for another position, but I don't like to be pressured. Like, the position I applied for does not require a degree, so I don't know why she didn't apply. Actually, I know why, she is scared of the unfamiliar. I get it, a lot of people are like that. I applied to our company first, then recommended her. I applied to the job we have now first, then told her to apply, she even said "I'm just gonna follow you". However, I had already thought about moving to a different department, and summed up that learning a new job and potentially starting a graduate program might just be a tad stressful for me.
However, the lure of more money... That is always a motivating factor for me.
Well, with my extra day off this weekend I am going to cancel my Planet Fitness membership (I'll def double mask when I go there), and then try and start organizing my office. Also, do a IG workout with Tabu. Additionally, time to get back on the dating scene, so take some selfies and start a new profile. I have been avoiding doing this because I hate where I am at physically, but oh well. There will never be a right time or a right body, and I'm tired of waiting until I'm at some hypothetical "perfect weight" to try to start something new. If someone doesn't like me, then they don't like me. I don't care anymore.
Besides, the idea of finding a guy that I would want to actually BE WITH?!?!? Like in a real relationship???? Lol. Look, I want someone that lives alone and is emotionally mature to have a very simple relationship with me, if they are not taking Coronavirus seriously, they are not for me. But if they are, then perfect. Lets get together a couple nights a week for dinner and/or great sex and then I'm gonna go home and sleep in my bed alone. As much as I would like to find someone to be in love with, I just lack faith in that. Occasionally I get surprised, but it's so rare.
For real though, I am disappointed that none of the guys I dated here reached out to me in quarantine. I guess I didn't date assholes then???? Or I did, and they just forgot I existed.... Probably that. OH WELL.
Also, I just recently started watching Married at First Sight on Netflix, OMG what a mess, I love it.
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I think you hit the nail on the head. I don't want to be in love either. I fact when I read that line I went back and revised my latest post. I am so torn or the virus. I like that our governor is still telling us what we can and cannot do. It takes the decision out of my hands :). I am hanging out with some people but I am avoiding situations that put me more at risk the best I can. Besides my state opened up slowly. The cases in Michigan are a few hundred a day. States like Texas are speeding past us. We used to be #2 on the list. Stay safe but date.
I can't stop watching that trainwreck of a show.
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